Dying

Auntie Sue is dying. Mom said that the rehab people treated her awfully, trying to force her out because insurance won't pay for dying people in rehab. She hopefully will be transferred to hospice today. She doesn't know Mom is her sister, she thinks she's their mother and calls her "Mom." I have been handling it well, until this morning when I sent a note to the boys letting them know and asking to call their Gma to just say hi. Then I broke down and started crying and I cannot seem to stop.