Thursday

Drove PVT Bear to the airport yesterday and dropped him off in the Departure Zone. I had promised myself that I wouldn't cry, but just as I stopped the car, Pink Floyd's Wish You Were Here started to play on the radio. Bear pointed out how ironic it was. Yep, the tears started to flow. *sigh*

Picked up Petunia from early out and took a nap. Bug had gone out with his girlfriend, so we just had a small breakfast for dinner. I only had a bagel, but she had that and a banana and yogurt and said she was full. An hour or so after Bug got home, he offered to fix me something to eat. I suggested scrambled eggs and toast (simple) but he went all out and made us omelets. Delicious.

Need to swing by the library today, a book came in for me to check out.

There is a huge Malcolm-shaped hole in my heart. I keep looking for him and listening. Kept everything off the arm of the couch last night so he wouldn't knock it off if he jumped up - then realized that he won't ever do that again. I feel so lonely right now. Gabby is being super needy as well, she still is looking for him. Poor senile old dog doesn't seem to remember he passed away (right in front of her).